Kawan..


Andai lidah ini
Pernah menguris luka hatimu
Itu bukan niatku
Mungkin aku bergurau silap tempatnya
Mungkin aku berlawak silap waktunya


Tapi ketahuilah kawan
Semejak peninggalanmu ini
Telah meragut segala tenteramku
Telah mencampak jauh tawaku



Aku tak mampu terbang, aku tak mampu berlari
Hanya bisa memandangmu dari sini
Memandang pershabatan barumu itu
Biarlah aku sendu


Biarlahmu bahagia dengan dunia baru mu,
Biarlah rakanmu menyuntik
Menyuntik kegembiraan bersamamu
Aku hanya mampu mendiam membisu

Perjalanan

Saat hujan semakin deras,
Ku susuri jalan selangkah demi langkah,
Ku raba bajuku yang sudah kuyup,
Yang di basahi oleh titisan pengalaman.


Terasa dingin udara menusuk,
Sebentar ku toleh ke belakang,
Terlihat jelas roda sejarah membentang,
Memberi azan kepadaku.


Angin bertiup kencang,
Percikan air hujan,
Panahan halilintar,
Semuanya terpaan kehidupan.


Aku berharap redha khan tiba,
Terang khan menjelma,
Menjadikan hidup penuh makna,
Akan ku hayati sepanjang perjalanan ini.

Hidup Itu

Kenang lama tengah keheningan
Di kelam kesunyian malam
Hanya menggaung kaki tak terperanjak
Membisu di pertapaan malam


Sampai denting hati di titik sifar
Arti hakiki di cari cari
Ayat ayat kasih di peluk
Melukis kabut tanpa dimensi


Di berapa langkah tubuh singgah
Seberapa jauh jejak sampai manusia lacak
Hidup itu hidup
Hidup tak di kata


Menuai sepenggalah kata dengan memecah asa kemustakhilan
Selaksa angan buta
Larut di arus deras mimpi
jauh menjauh
Semakin jauh diri memandang hati
Menilai diri semakin asing

Lay (break up)

Here lays my heart
All broken and torn
There are no feelings left in it
For me to mourn


Here lays my mind
Which has repressed
All the memories we have shared
That have left me a mess


Here lays my soul
Which you took away
Along with my faith and trust in you
That you broke in a day


Here lays my body
All mangled and left to die
I hope that I can get through this
And find another guy.

I know you will never know how much I love you

You left me alone, a turning point in my life,
I always believed you, no matter in what
Your last words are still in my heart,
It’s hard to believe, sorrow in my life
I will always be a friend to you, wonder how you are,
The bond will always be there, and stays with us
I will never wish to leave you, please don’t break my heart,
The pain it causes for me, is hard more enough
You once said you loved me, but that all soon changed
I can’t smile while hurt, but still giving you a fake one
Screaming from the pain, with my thoughts being of you
Loving the pain still, because you gifted me that one
I know you will never know how much I love you
And how much I miss you, and how much I deserve you
Yeah, I know you will never know how much I love you
And how much I care you, and how much I obsessed into you
Do you believe love is everlasting?
Or else I’ll prove you how it is
Do you believe love is never breakable bond?
Or else I’ll prove you because I can’t stop loving you
I know you will never know how much I love you
And how much I miss you, and how much I deserve you
Yeah, I know you will never know how much I love you
And how much I care you, and how much I obsessed into you